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today’s bonus~!

because it’s bonus, no translation of it *slapped*

for the trans, watch the video, okay 😛

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kirisakareta aka no sekai
barabara ni natta hahen
hiroi atsumete nokoru no ha
munashisa dake namida afureru

koko ni mou anata ha inai
ikiteiru imi wo motanai
atama no naka de ano koe ga
nando mo watashi wo yondeiru

douzo watashi mo sochira he
tsureteitte kudasai
au koto ga yurusa renai no nara
kono mama atokata monaku
ochite shimaitai

( Kimi ha koko ni , kite ha ikenai
boku ha kimi wo sukue nai kara )

eien ni kanau koto nante nai
negai ha zankoku ni kieteiku
watashi ni batsu ataete kudasai
nani mo shirazu shitagatteita

ryoute ni nokoru kanshoku wo omoidashite
tsumi no ishiki ni torawarete
nukedasu kotosae mo mou
dekinai

tobira ga hirakareta toki kara
hajimatteita unmei
nogareru koto no dekinai
kono shimei ni shitagau dake
nannen mo kinji rareta
ima toki hanachi
ao no sekai he michibikare

douka watashi wo achira he
tsurete ittekudasai
nani mo hoka ni iranaikara
kono mama aoi jiyuu kudasai
tobira wo hirakeru no ha jibun no kokoro dake
shitte iru

unmei wo kiri hiraite
mirai no jiyuu tenisuruno

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mp3 available 🙂

whew. long title isn’t it? well, i’m sorry.. i haven’t post anything. because i’m confused what to post next ^ ^;; but now i know 😀 i remembered a cosplay photo by Golden-feline and that is Kagamine Len from Sandplay Singing of the Dragon O_O so i’ll just post that now XDD

yoru no tobari orite tsuki ga butai terasu
watashi wa hitori odoru no
kore wa kage no jojishi dare mo shiranu teiru
kata rareru koto naki kioku

koyoi haiki su chinoto ga tame
ryuukoku bakusu
ishi no yami fukaku ne wo hari

toza sareta mori no naka iki hisome matsu
karamaru tsuta tachi kusabi toru
imi wo shirite

ibara gusa kui komu karada idaki noboru
wazawau chikara toke sedo
tooku ryuu naku sora todokanu koe kasane
itsuka hekikuu ni kae ran

kono mi kai usu chi no kiseki wo
nazori ugomeku
sono oto wa fukaku e hisomi

watashi no naka de anata iki hisome matsu
imashime rareshi karada nozomu
mono no sadame

kuraki izumi no fuchi tsuki ga minamo teresu
watashi no sugata utsuru wa
koyoi nagareru nowa dare mo shiranu “Waltz”
uta wareru koto naki “Melody”

genshi no kioku izanau ka no chi wo omoi
kirameku hoshi tachi irodoru sora wa tooku
ryuu naku hako niwa no naka
toiki wa shaku natsu no homura wo yobite

fukaki mori no oku de hitori samayou hibi
michi wa mieru to shinjite
tsubasa no imashime ni hime rareshi sonzai
seishi sora e kaeran to

soutou no ryuu mau haruka naru ka no chi wa
inishie yori kawarazu ni
tsuki ga akaku somaru yakusoku no sono hi wo
koi kogare yaketa namida hoho wo tsutai ochiru

ibara gusa kui komu karada idaki noboru
wazawau chikara toke sedo
tooku ryuu naku sora todokanu koe kasane
itsuka hekikuu ni kaeru hi omoi inoru

English Translation

Night falls and the moon shines the stage.
I’ll dance alone.
This is an epic of shadow,an unknown tale
and a memory never to be told.

For those who belong to earth
and pray on their knees tonight,
(I)’ve restrained a dragon’s time
by striking the roots deeply into the darkness of the being.

Holding your breath, you wait in the closed forest.
As (you)’ve known what cutting off the covering ivy
and taking off the wedge means.

Carrying the body stricken by thorns, (you) rise.
Unabled to break the inflicting force,
(you) howl into the air where dragons roar far away,
but cannot be heard.
Someday (you)’ll return to the serene blue sky.

The pulses wriggling and tracing
the circulation of the blood in my body
lurk into the abyss.

Holding your breath, you wait inside me.
It’s the fate of the being enving the bound body.

At the pool of a dark fountain, the moon shines the water surface.
It reflects my figure.
The music played tonight is an unknown waltz
and a melody never to be sung.

You yearn for the land calling primitive memories to mind.
So far is the heavenｓ coloured with sparkling stars.
In a miniature garden where the dragon howls
the sigh bursts into intence flames.

Wandering alone in the depths of the dence forest day after day,
(you) believe (your) finding the way.
(You) attempt to restrain what hidden in the bind of the wings
and return to the sky.

The far away land where twin-headed dragons fly
has unchanged since the anicient times.
(You) die for the promised day when the moon dyes red,
and burnt tears roll down the cheeks.

Carrying the body stricken by thorns, (you) rise.
Unabled to break the inflicting force,
(you) howl into the air where the dragons roar far away,
but cannot be heard.
(You) yearn and pray for the day when (you) return to the serene blue sky.
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Translation credit to Blacksaingrain ^^

this is a request (i think) from Nekomata Yashiki-san X3 mewmew

yugan da nichijou yurusare nai ai
itsuwari no kokoro
kuroku nuritsubusareta fukanzenna ai
shikkoku no sekai

zutto kimi ni iitakatta
tatta hitotsu no kotoba na noni
osae kire nai shoudou ga
kowarete shimau no nara

aishi aisare kurui souna hodo ni
amaku atsui kuchizuke wa IMITATION
mahi suru kankaku tooku naru ishiki
afureru omoi to shinjitsu
kuro de nuritsubushite

shizun de iku tsuki ga kumo to kasanatte
marude kage wo kakusu you ni
mou modore nai no?
kono mama futari de kiete shimaou

itsuka kimi to musubareru to
shinjite te wo hanashita noni
jibun rashisa no nai ai nara
kowashite shimaeba ii

kitsuku tsuyoku dakishimete hoshikute
kasanaru karada no nukumori wa IMITATION
taiyou ga terashi boku wo komaraseru kara
kimi ga mie naku naru
Please teach me the answer?

joushiki mo moraru mo buchikowashi
batsu wo ukeru no wa boku dake de ii
saigo ni kimi ga itta
kotoba wo daite

itsu no hi mo kimi wo omou yo
dakishimeta kata no kanshoku
tokete kiete nakunaru mae ni
kimi ni ai ni iku yo

yurari yurameku gensou ni idakare
kimi ni itta kotoba wa IMITATION
tsumetai hada ni kie nai kizuato
kioku no subete nani mo ka mo kuro ni shizumete
ochite yuku

aishi aisare kurui souna hodo ni
amaku atsui kuchizuke wa IMITATION
mahi suru kankaku tooku naru ishiki
afureru omoi to shinjitsu
kuro de nuritsubushite

English Translation

normal life twisted by
a forbidden love so sweet
topped off with a deceptive heart

a life fully colored in black
by a love so incomplete
to be the jet-black world’s counterpart

since the beginning I’ve wanted to say to you
there’s only one thing that needs to be said now
the uncontrollable impulse that runs through us
it could destroy everything that we’ve got

oh, to love and to be loved until brink of insanity
the sweet and burning kiss we share is nothing but an IMITATION
’cause of that I’m paralyzed, as consciousness erodes away
reality and our flooding emotions
are all painted over in black

-Every song I sang for you comes from my heart…-
-Could I hold you just one last time?-
-I can’t breathe if you aren’t with me.-

-You could get me out of here.-
-If so, I’m all yours. –
-I want to hear the answer, in your sweet voice…-

-I can’t give you all of me. –
-You’ve known me for just one night, and yet…-
-You believe in lies. That’s what it is.-

the steadily sinking moon
is overlapping with the clouds
in order to hide the darkness this has caused

is this the point of no return?
if only, without knowing how
we could disappear, the two of us.

someday so far away I could be with you, and
saying that mantra, I loosen my grip on you
if it’s a love that I don’t like the feeling of
it might as well be cast away

in your steady, strong embrace is where I want to be right now
all your body’s warmth that I can feel is just an IMITATION
if the sun would shine upon you, it would be to my dismay
to find that you had vanished from my sight…
PLEASE TEACH ME THE ANSWER

the common sense and morals that I held before have all been crushed, now
If there’s anyone to blame, it should be me

do you remember what you said at the end?
I embrace those words…

“Every day I am thinking of you, and I’m
picturing the weight of your head on my shoulder.
before all these emotions melt into nothingness,
I promise I’m gonna see you again.”

-I just love the both of you…-

quivering and wavering, this fantasy we’re tangled in
all the words I’ve said to you were nothing but an IMITATION
the last thing I remember was the marks of love upon your skin
anything and everything in memory
is fading to darkness
falling away now

oh, to love and to be loved until brink of insanity
the sweet and burning kiss we share is nothing but an IMITATION
’cause of that I’m paralyzed, as consciousness erodes away
reality and our flooding emotions
just paint them over in black

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mp3 available~